I honestly want to find out how fucking huge this fandom is, its ridiculous.
REBLOG IF YOU READ/WATCH/LIKE SHINGEKI NO KYOJIN
send me a ship, and i will tell you:
How did I end up translating doujinshi samples omg.
Okay, screw Brookes. I’ve given up on that school now.
I can’t get my college grades translated to English, because compared to when I was in high school where everything was easy as hell and you just contacted the school national agency and they would send an English version of your grades without any problem at all.
Mom called my old school to ask for help and permission (that they send papers with their stamp on), but being Sweden with the highest rate of school breaks, everyone’s off on Spring break for another week. And I’ve already taken far too long to send Brookes the documents by now so screw this.
Tomorrow is apparently the deadline to send in applications to Swedish universities, so mom told me to pick something to study until I get another chance for Brookes, but I told her “Hey, you know what? Fuck England, been there, done that. Screw taking the long path to get shit done - I’m going straight to Japan.”
So googling around, I found this school that deals with abroad studies through a Swedish school. Meaning, I study abroad in whatever fucking country they have to offer but being that it still goes through a Swedish school I get a student benefit/loan even if it’s outside Europe.
And guess what - they have contracts with 14 international institutes in Japan, and one of them is in Osaka. Halle-fucking-lujah.
The schools are international with students from all over the world, mostly Asia, and I can get extra classes in learning to read and write Kanji, adding 2 hours (total 22 hours a week).
So tomorrow, I’m signing up for this as well a 1-term course learning hiragana and katakana better (since I’m all self-taught and want to be sure what I know is correct).
So fuck getting my stupid grades translated, since it seems impossible anyhow, and I ain’t paying no fucking 500 bucks for a damn “official translation”.
So yes, this is what I’m betting my all to now.
I’m excited about this, yes, and I’m feeling more confident since it’s through my own country which is far more easier than a system I don’t understand. But I won’t get my hopes up as high as I did regarding Brookes nor will I cry and worry and tear my heart about it. I have finally found my second chance, and if this doesn’t work out them I’m taking the dangerous option of simply moving to Japan and work until I learn the language fluently.
And let no one tell me “it will be alright”, because every time someone has told me that the “know” things will be fine, it flips around and turns into fucking hell.
A short angsty drabble with Na’ïl and Serek.